Becoming an ESL Researcher: A Personal Monologue

  • Irfan Ahmed Rind Sukkur IBA University
Keywords: reflexivity, self-conversation, qualitative research, philosophical stance, social stance, novice researchers

Abstract

This reflective paper narrates my research journey from a naïve researcher to a critic and from a behaviorist to a post-structuralist. It highlights the different philosophical, methodological, and theoretical dilemmas I faced in conceptualizing students’ experiences in an English as a Second Language program in higher education during my doctoral studies. This journey is divided into three phases: construction, deconstruction, and reconstruction. In the construction phase, I conceptualized students’ experiences from my own established knowledge, which was grounded in my presumptions about teaching and learning. During the deconstruction phase, I questioned my understanding of knowledge and social realities. In the reconstruction phase, I interacted with Phenomenography, Activity Theory, Symbolic Interactionism, Communities of Practice, and Bourdieusian Structuralism. This paper narrates these interactions, focusing mainly on the dilemmas I faced as a researcher. These reflections could be highly beneficial for new researchers who may face the same situations at different stages of their research careers.

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Published
2021-03-31
How to Cite
Rind, I. A. (2021). Becoming an ESL Researcher: A Personal Monologue. Journal of Language and Education, 7(1), 219-228. https://doi.org/10.17323/jle.2021.10298